I think it's crazy how fast emotions can take over and squeeze the life out of you. I guess my recent obsession with roller coasters was a literal warm-up for this winter. I'm up and down so much that I can't even start to tell you what's going on. I have such a love for life but a distain for my own... sometimes. I love and hate virtually everything and I can't describe where my feelings come from or where I should go with them. I just know that I feel. A lot.